Thursday, April 23, 2009
I won the art competition, came in 2nd place.
Am i happy?
NO i am not. Did anyone of you feel happy for me?
NONE!
Anw, its not important for me anymore.
I just dont understand what did i did wrong?!Yes, maybe i did something very wrong last time.But i already appologised.Even prisonal get the ''yellow ribbon'' a second chance.Why cant i have too? You talk to everyone except me. Did you realised that? Whenever ask you something, you are very impatient to reply me. But not to others. Sometime you just throw attitude to me, when i dont even know why. I was always being left out by you guyy. If i really have a choice noww, i'll chose not coming backk to sec5. Maybe i'll be more happy. This things have kept with me from the start of school. I jus dont want to spoil the relationship between us. Now i voice out, not to offence anyone , just want to know what really happen. I know, to your all, i am just a classmate or a schoolmate, not else. Its okayys, you know. I just dont dont understand why am i being treated like that. Whenever i am sick, did anyone care to just text a msg to show your concern? NO. Its okayys? But did your even bother to help me keep a set of notes or homework? NO. Can anyone tell me? Wanted to keep good relationship with friends, is it so difficult?
Boii, really thanks for lending me your ears. I really need someone to talk to. Anw, remember what we promised each other okayys? You owe me chicken chopppp.... and i owe you a smile... I'll take care of myself....
MY LIFE CONTAINED NO LAUGHER, I SHED MOST OF TEARS IN PRIVATE!
Thursday, April 23, 2009
